maybe your life would be brighter without me (:

Friday : went to school around 9 plus , was stuck outside as the backgate was not open . Headed to ave 8 mac with han and co , band started at 12 . Rushed home after band , met bast and marcus and headed down to vivo , Met up with vanessa and friends , There was like so many people i swear . Caught the three musketeers again , nice movie . Homed around 1 . Lepak with norvan and his friends . Slept around 4 am :>

Okay so i was late for band today , punishments , argh i hate it . My leg muscle hurts alot . Aiyah whole body pain . Did formation today , it's like so fun . But i look like , uhmmm .. black now . Thai trip is cancelled . Maybe heading over to kl . I wanna go !! I can't wait for mon's band . Hehehe . I wanna go blue devils camp (Y) , awesomeeeeeeee . But the date will clash with the day i get my results . Jialut . But i still wanna go , like a boss ^^ ! Okay i think i'm going out soon ~

My dearest boy :
Maybe you've found someone better , i wish you luck then . I've got nothing more to say , you really got me speechless this time round . Forget me . I loveyou boy .
I remember how you started talking to me ,
i remember how we started texting each other ,
i remember how we first talk to each other face to face in the camp ,
i remember your spongebob boxer ,
i remember how you facebook inbox me ,
i remember how you would find ways to contact me when your phone was confiscated ,
i remember those little things that you said ,
and those stupid faces that you would make ,
juz to see me smile .
i remember how we meet up at some random blocks in the night ,
i remember how you brought me to walk along that scary and dark road ,
and that's when you first held my hand .
i remember what you replied that december night ,
and i couldn't believe my eyes .
i remember how we would meet up every wednesday ,
i remember those warm hugs and kisses ,
i remember how you would find millions of ways to cheer me up when im sad ,
that i will never ever forget .
i remember how often you would get jealous ,
i remember how you would protect me from those disgusting cats ,
i remember how you would sent me long goodnight messages ,
and those conversations in the night .
But i will never get that .
Now that you are gone ,
and i can't do anything much .
To pretend like a stranger when we walked past each other ,
to laugh out loud just to prevent tears .
I could easily delete your contact number in my phone ,
but my brain doesn't seem to forget that 8 numbers .
That night , if you remember .
would be the last call from me to you ,
at least i've got your hello ,
and you've got my "imissyou" .
I hope those happy memories will stay .
you're really the one i love .
i miss you , i really do .
i will always keep the angry bird with me and i hope you'll keep that spongebob too .
kozz .

:D

Im back to update my blog again , it's like dead . Band and work makes me crazy , like really crazy . Went for movie with bernard and gary on tuesday . Stupid night bus ride cost me four bucks ! ah i got nothing to post alr , bye ! shall continue tmr ^^

Get a life

Went for work yesterday , like tiring only . Ko the moment i finish bathing , my hair wasn't even dry . Woke up at 8 today , met n and headed t mall . Jy came after that . Went back to school for band after that . Kay that bitch totally turn me off man . Fuck . Went to nex for dnner with sinfei and xian after that and i'm like gonna cycle her home soon . Hope i don't fall and die halfway ^^ Work and band tomorrow . Hehe awesome ^^ At least these things can stop me from thinking of you for awhile . But you're still the last i will think of before i go to bed . Hmmm . So many blueblacks all over my body :@ ANGRY !

leave me alone

Band on saturday , and i look like a malay now . Went out on sunday , i hate people that are always late , Like comeon , don't let the whole world wait for you . Argh fucked up . Went to chew's house and then for a run . Met up with bernard and xian after that . Homed around 12 . So woke up super early today and got dua again . I'm so angry ! Hmph . Went to cs's house after that , partyyyyyy ! ^^ . Went for a haircut juz now . It took me so much courage to cut away my longlong hair . Fyi it's like shorter by half omg . Gonna meet cousin at nex tomorrow morning for some shopping . working from 3 to 9 after that . Oh and it's jiani and cs's birthday tomorrow ^^ Happybirthday !

Everything reminds me of you . Walking alone in the night , thinking about the past . Maybe you've already moved on . Idk . But did i ever cross your mind ? Hey imy . Why did you let go of me .  You're a sucker i hate you ttm ! ):

Move on

Sectional practice yesterday , the sun is killing me . I think i'm gonna become black again :> Woke up super early today for band , hehe . It's been so long since i fall in with the band . Thai bf cheorographed new steps , like awesome only ! ^^ Hahaha i have to stop calling him that , sounds weird . Homed around 6 . I'm so tired nowww . Hope i won't be late for band tomorrow ! Gonna look for job real soon . Heh . Band practices on every mon wed thurs fri sat , awesome ehs ? ^^ . Dear cgs are tempting me to go for the halloween thingy at uss , but i'm scared ! ): .. but it sounds fun :D !


Heard that you're attached . fml is it true ?

And the reason is you

What am i waiting for , if it's not you . Had some 'fashion show' in school yesterday , like funny only . Went to cs's house after that , hehehehe . Today's the last day of school , i'm gonna miss my friends so so so much ^^ ! Met bird juz now , hehe he's retarded . Band tomorrow , my boyf is coming back , like yay (: Flaggie here i come ~ 

You call me a stranger
you say i'm a danger .

goodbye 18 dec 2010

7 october will be the last day , remember me . Enough of those sad post , it's kind of affecting my mood haha . So dear chew asked me out last saturday juz to cheer me up , how awesome and i love her ttm kay ! Met bernard at mac for his stupid lunch then headed to chew's house . Trained down to orchard . Had fun . Bought new shoes (^^) Went to meet bernard and co around 11 , slacked and home around 1 . Went to celebrate uncle's and second cousin's birthday . Awesomeeeeeeeee . ( if only you remember how he call you ahpunehneh ) . Ate so much :/ feel so fat now fml . Time to lose weight sheena :D ! So school today was kindof boring . Or maybe not , it's hmmm ... Juz boring i guess hahaha . Khalid sent me home after that , he came atw from kallang omg . Hah . Went to the doc's after that . I've got 2 days mc , should i go to school tomorrow hmmmm .. Sf and jiaojun came to my house to meet me , then headed to nex . Shopping ! Met sijia after that . Sf bought heels for my advance birthday prezzie like weeeeeee , thanks ! ^^ Band is resuming this friday , i'm gonna enjoy band and not think about you ! ^^ get away from my mind !!!!! ):

Btw the second picture above , my little cousin is staring at my bro cuz he snatched his iphone hehehe ! ^^

fuckedandthrow

maybe you should slap me in my face and ask me to fuck off , i think i will hate you juz for that moment (:but it will only last for a minute i gues hahaa .

i love kozz ..

It's over , everything's over . I'm sorry but i just can't do what you wannt me to . I will never ever be the one that will hold your hand , hug you , kiss you , play with you , walk with you , meet up with you , talk to you , care for you , worry for you , smile for you , go through those pain together with you , motivate you and everything that's related to you . It will never be me again . I'm out . why ! Am i just not good enough .. Please don't leave me .. Do you remember those times ? Where everything is just perfect for us cuz i really do . Do you still remeber the dairy ? ): kill me please , fuck .

Forget it i dont think you even care . Bye !

You're my spongebob

Two more days , three more papers and i'm done . Went over to cousin's house on monday , and headed to chew's house after that . Stayed overnight yesterday . H2h talk with my dear girl , it's awesome . Only she knows how i feel . Many thoughts running through my mind these few days . I guess you dont need me anymore ): I know what to do , i will get lost kay ..  I love my choco banana pocky kay , but just love you a little more than anything else . Hmmmm ..

Fml , im feeling so sick now , thanks to examss . They're killing me like how you did boy hahaha ! How to take exams like that siah , hope i don't die half way through the paper . My nose is dropping down soon , ahhhhhhh ): ! Gonna head down to mac at 4 am to study , hardworking *proud* . Hah . I'm gonna kick maths and geog's ass tomorrow man , watch me ! ^^

 

This spongebob is for you . Goodluck for your o's . Listen to this song if you happen to pass by . But i don't think you will even be here in the first place .  Click here .

 

MISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOU LEY !

I really miss you ..  don't ignore me please . i got no mood to sit for exams now , fml . Vodka to forget you , just for tonight i guess .

I miss you

what's wrong with me , i miss you . Spend an hour at your house bus stop today again , but i didn't get to see you ): AHHHHHHH don't care laa , study first !