Count down , exams are coming . It's the worst ting that can happen in my life . So had been going out this few days , jialut already . I don't know why is this things happening again and again , i just don't get it . I hate this week , especially yesterday . Hah . Irritating . Celebrate rhd in school today , my costume looks like pyjamas , wtf . Tomorrow is friday , finally a day to rest  i'm tired.

NOMOREGOODNIGHTS! KILL ME PLEASE ! ):

So baby , please tell me how you feel

12 more days to prelim , i'm not prepared at all . Damn i don't wanna flunk it this time round . Everything around me is killing me , i swear . I hate school . Sucks ! So , have been spending like more than 10 hours in school each day . Crazy right . Hah . Went out on friday , awesome day ^^ . Went to nex yesterday , homed around 10 plus . Haaaaah ! I love texting you (: Oh and i don't know why is my fking face so round , fat ):

Will you catch me back if i'm gone ?

Beautiful lies

Exams are coming , kill me please . I wanna go japan ~ Heh . Tomorrow is wednesday , i like ^^ ! Ah i don't know what to write already . So bye . Oh and i'm hungry ^^

To promise you my love

 So well , things are getting better i guess , hope this will last . Had acp almost everyday , like tired only ah . Had rehersal at ngee ann city yesterday , awesomeee ! ^^ . Oh , had oral too . Woke up super early today , but i fell asleep again . So was late for band ^^ ! Went to school , pack up and headed to ngee ann city . Rehersal in the morning and performance in the afternoon . It's super awesomeee i swear ! Back to school around 6 , went to slack with my girls . Did some crazy things , like sick only !! Headed to nex with shuxian after that , had fun today . Oh and i need a new phone ): My phone died on me again -'-

Cuz you'll be my one and only .

Hurt

I wish i can change everything , i wish time could rewind , i wish things like this has never happen , how i wish everything is alright . I don't know if you feel the same way as i do . We used to text every single moment , no matter how busy we were . We used to meet up , not often but at least we did . We used to be so close , and i wish we still are . I miss those times , yes i do . I miss those times when you would call , to chat with me . I hope that things would get better day by day  , ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh . i love you .

I can't handle my emotions well , i hate to cry . I'm such a loser . I'm tired .. i'm sry .

Memories

Haven't been updating my blog lately , but nevermind ah . I will be talking cock in this post , so you guys can just skip it or whatever , idc . Hah . School sucks , everything sucks , i swear . I hate everything , everyone . Maybe not everyone , but most of them , including myself . I'm just not good enough . It's july now , prelims and nlevel coming . Oh just fuck it sua .. Been thinking much lately , thinking too much . Ahahaha ! Weekends are just too short , not enough for me to take a break . Just too many things going on , happening . I'm tired . 2011 is being a bitch , i don't like it at all .. I've met someone that changed my whole life this year , the one who was there with me throughout this 6 months , the one that tolerates all my nonesense and shares everythig with me .. but seems like everythings gonna end . I don't know why , but that feeling inside is killing me . I guess i took you for granted , thinking that nobody would break us apart . I try to make everything seems right , but it's just so hard . I don't wanna lose someone important to me ever again . I know things don't last , you once told me that there is no such thing as forever , but we can make sure it lasts long . I hope we can . I don't know what to do . I don't wish for anything more , just you to stay . I know feelings do fade . I know .. I hate arguing with people , especially you . Cuz if everytime i do , my heart would shattered into many pieces . And well , it hurts . But all i could say now is iloveyou and nothing else .. I'm not skinny , not pretty , not smart , not nothing , but i still try to be the best in your eyes .  i'm trying real hard  Friends too , they come and go . So what , they just find you when they have no one by their side and throw you away when they've got someone back . Friends that swears everything to you , but it turned out to be bullshits . Friends that badmouth , talk behind your back . So you call this friends . Bangwallsua . I know that nobody is perfect , neither am i .  . . I don't wish that things have to come to a situation that you all just have to fuck each other up . Nobody would like it . People do and say things without thinking that it may hurt alot . They criticize and pointfinger at people , thinking that they are fucking awesome . Comeon . Stop all this kind of nonesense . You wouldn't like it if people do this to you . Just freaking grow up please .

Oh god , i don't know why the hell am i writing all this . I think i'm going crazy soon . It's 4am now . I don't feel like going to school tomorrow , i'm tired , tired of everything . I have crazy thoughts in my mind now , heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . Stop . So , went out these few days . Friday was some 'be yourself day' , like lol only . Had farewell party for mr yiau on saturday . And went for some dance concert with my girls on sunday . Pictures belowwwww .. ( how i wish tomorrow is wednesday )

PS JUST IGNORE MY FACE