It's been a long time since i last updated my blog . The urge to blog is back again so i shall keep it alive . Well , life's pretty fucked up . Kinda regret not studying when i have the time to , wasted 4 years in secondary school and now i'm here struggling with secondary 5 . I really wish to score well , be it academic wise or others . I'm just someone who is afraid to lose . But who likes it right hahaha .Relationship wise , i'm no where better . Never felt this useless , sigh . Still holding on despite of all the broken promises . Well , that's my promise to you . I don't really ask for much , just appreciate the things that i do , will do . It's not about me or you , but about us .Really upset when you told me you broke the watch , my heart is broken too . But i guess i'm strong enough to hold on yeah .
People change , everybody do . Those who are close to you will eventuyally drift away from you , or leave you . Nothing really last . Hmm or maybe it does , like one out of a million . I'm so much more fortunate compare to those less fortunates out there . But i can't help but to complain . I have parents that love me , school to study in and usually get things that i want , what more can i ask for . Feel like a failure , unappreciative .
Just wanna get over everything quickly . 50 more days , i know i can do it . Miss those times when i can just do whatever i like or want . The freedom i use to have . I once broke the trust between me and my parents . Well , it's not easy to earn it back . I've got to work for it . Blame myself . How i wish i can be better in everything , and make them proud .
