time machine

My room is in a big mess now , thanks to those little kids yesterday . oh and i love drinking milktea , hahaha . boring shitz . My whole body's aching now , esp my leg wts .. Don't feel like going to school tmr , can't even walk properly .

It's been a long time since i spend time w my cousins , teehee . Me love them ^^ common test is coming , like in another two weeks time . And i've still got so many things to learn . Such a loser eh .. Worried bout band and studies , syf is coming omg :D can't wait can't wait . Oh and i feel so fat after cny . this is no joke .

Maybe im just not the one you want or need . It's just so not worth it . You will regret ..

jana :)

I wanna get something like that , it's so pretty . It's just an art that people should learn to appreciate , tsk . So today is cny eve . Had reunion dinner at grandma's house . But neh , i'm just here rotting and feeling unwell . Fuck this shitz . They're all playing mahjong but i don't even know how to play . hahaha . Who cares , i just wanna get my angbaos ^-^

So , im the one who loves to lie on my bed in the night , thinking bout stuffs . I feel comfortable that way . Just wanna be alone sometimes . 

A thousand years

I'm afraid that i might fall in love w you . You've got the wrong one . It''s a bad choice , so please let go ..

teenage dream

Life .
Its just so unfair , and i don't understand why . There's nothing much i can do , so too bad yeah .. Running out of time , there's so many things for me to do . I'm tired . How i wish , that thing's weren't that complicated . I'm just a teenager that wants to enjoy , what's wrong w that . Yes i love studying , but it's kindof killing me . That sucks . boohoo .

I wanna do all the things that i like . I wanna go japan someday , to join the band over there . I just love it that way . No problems , no worries . Nobody's gonna stop me .

It was a big mistake , to fall in love again . I just need someone to be there for me whenever i fall . But i guess thats impossible . I've a attitude that is hard to handle , but that's just me .

i love myself

Hello to my bangs , hahaha . Just got home from cg chalet and i can't believe that school's starting tomorrow . I don't think i can wake up . Boohoo . Met jiaying and yixin on the first day and headed down to downtown east . Bought the bbq stuffs and nua in the chalet . Just the three of us , how pathetic can it be hahaha . Joleen siti and nams came after that , followed by weijun and shawn . Did something crazeh ^O^ Yaad came today to acc me , how sweet of him . But he just can't get his ass off dah bed i swear , super lazy . I love him (: Oh and thanks to sf , she showed him all those unglam videos of me . ps ttm . Gah gotta head to bed soon , idw to be late for school tmr . xiasuey .

Guess who i saw today , haha . Miss those times (: