A little too late

Do you remember ? sorry but i just cant decide whether to reply , im afraid that i might get too greedy after replying . Wanting more and more from things from you . But does it really matter to you ? Maybe my reply is just a normal text . Hmmm . I dont wannt this to happen again . Im scared of all those things that happened to us already . Why do problems keep poping up . Is this a test to see if we are really fated to be together ? imissyou . I hate it when i cant even smile or talk to you whrn you are just a few steps away from me . I know you need your friends . Yes you do need them . They are important to you (: it doesnt really matter anymore . Im just no one . All the best in everything you do . Ahh i think i shall reply.):

The moment when you see him and all you wanna do is to hold on your tears and laugh out loud .

Wee its fun to play in the rain at this hour ♥

Exams are coming , again ! One more week and everything will end , i won't go to school anymore , and you will never see sheena again till i get back my results ! I guess you would love it . Hahahaha .. Thailand trip on november , i wanna sit with my boyf , wink ^^ . Can't wait . I love my little froggies and it's freaking awesomeeeee . I wanna get the penguin one too !! Oh and i hate my oversized school uniform . Sucks .

 Maybe you're better off without me , you seem happier . With other people , yeah you should know what i mean . I hate it when i look at you , i feel like a total loser man , cuz you don't really give a damn i think . I saw you at mac today ! It's like omfg . I wanna say hi to you ):  I miss you , but i dont think you do . How's life yoh ? Hope everything is fine for you . Please study hard and don't be a idiot . Are we still tgt ? Hmmm . It's bothering me . I miss how we call each other names , fool & play around , text each other , go out together even for just a short moment and lastly , i love how you eventually make me fall for you . ♥


i love you but you like/love/whatever her ,

It's been so long since i last vomitted . The feeling is so damn ewwwwww . Fml ):

Fuck this love

Becuz things repeat itself again , i hope that i am strong enough to go through everything myself over again , it's gonna hurt alot i guess . I am afraid that If we meet all the time , you will get sick and tired of me . If we text and talk everyday , we will run out of words , which happened . If we do the same thing everytime we meet , you will get bored . If i don't give you freedom , you feel stress . If i give you freedom , we will drift . If you meet someone else better , you will stop loving me and eventually leave me . I am just afraid to lose you , losing everything we once had . I never thought of knowing you but it just happened . I never thought of liking you but eventually , i did . I never really thought of missing you but I always do. I never really thought of loving you so much but i guess i'm beginning to. I hate how it takes you hours to reply my text when i reply your text once i recieved it . But sorry , i'm not blamming you . Everynight before i go to sleep , i will imagine you by my side . It's not real , but i will still feel happy becuz it's you . I forced myself to let go , forget how close we use to be , forget how you call my name , forget how you tease me , forget how you made my dreams come true , forget those games we played together , forget how you held my hand and put your arm across my waist , forget how we walked together , forget all those happy memories , forget those songs that you sang to me , forget everything that you did for me , but i just can't . I need you but do you really really need me ? I check my phone every few minutes for your reply , but i know that you will never reply , maybe just for today , or the rest of the days . I'm fighting the urge of texting you , do you know how much it hurts . I love you , and please don't doubt that . I never regretted anything , never regretted knowing you and will never regret loving you . I was once your everything , do you remember ? It may not be anymore , for you , but for me it will always be . Forever is a lie , but you once prove to me that it can still last . What about now . You're always busy . I'm afraid of those lonely nights , afraid of everything , where are you . What are promises , who am i to you , i wonder how you feel , will you feel hurt if i don't reply you , will you miss me if i'm gone , like really gone . I feel lke giving up on everthing now . Why can't we be like the past . I know whatever we do can never bring back the feel we use to have in the past , but is this just gonna end like this ? I've got so many things to say to you my dear ...

Love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate lovee hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate love hate , feel like hating but i just love you .

Don't go

I wonder how boys feel when they are in love . Do they get butterflies , do they have you on their mind 24/7 , do they wait for you to come online for hours , do they smile at random times at the thought of you , do they miss you all the time , do they think about the smallest thing you say ? Becuz i really do .

Forget the way he took your number. Forget the way he asked you for your msn. Forget the way he ask you to be his girlfr.Forget his name, forget his face. Forget his kiss & his warm embrace. Forget the love that once came true....... But i will never ever . Remember that i will always love you .

Im tired ..

Don't ever leave again .

Hehe i miss my cousins alot ! So finished english cninese and ss . Like finally , i hate ss ttm . Went for band on wednesday and friday , and i love the thailand instructor so much , he's like so awesomee laa please  (^^) . Went to bb's house on thursday , then went to look for chew . Headed to nam's open house after that , funnn ! (:

It's you that i always wanted .

letting go

Opps it hurts a littleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee when you didn't reply . Oh i'm so greedy , shouldn't have expected so much ! Feel like calling for no reason , but nooooooooooooooo way man.

Hehe ! I'm a happygirl , thanks for texting me . No matter what the answer will be , i still love you so much ! Tomorrow is my exams , ahhhh so scared . I hate ss , it's just 2 more days away . Hmph ! If only i can stuff those notes into my brain (^^) . Had fun yesterday , homed at 5 am ! heh he , off to study , bye .

I miss playing mega jump with you , do you still remember ? you're the little monster !

Let me go please

Yes , so please stop everything , i beg you . Have you ever thought that , why would things end up like this ? Do you miss us like how i do ? Do you even think of coming back ? Are you happy with your life now ? Are you dong great ? i hope you are . Did my image run through your mind like how yours did ? How do you feel when we walked past each other ? Will you even turn back and have a second look at me ? i do . Do you wannt to see me like how i wannt to see you ? Did you even once read out old conversations / inbox messages ? Or maybe you've deleted it away . Am i still the last person you think of before you sleep , like the past ? Does anything / everything or even something reminds you of me ? I wish i had an answer . I try to hold back my tears when you appear infront of me . But one day , i'll get so tired of it . I'll eventually breakdown someday . So what are we now , together , not together ? i don't know . Can you give me an answer ? Can you wish me goodluck for my exams , i need it alot ..

So celebrated teacher's day in school today and the concert was horrible . Boring much . Should have just stay at home and enjoy my sleep . There's no school tomorrow , yay . Haha ! People are gonna enjoy their one week holiday while i'm going to sit for my national exams . what the shit is this man like seriously :/