Friday : went to school around 9 plus , was stuck outside as the backgate was not open . Headed to ave 8 mac with han and co , band started at 12 . Rushed home after band , met bast and marcus and headed down to vivo , Met up with vanessa and friends , There was like so many people i swear . Caught the three musketeers again , nice movie . Homed around 1 . Lepak with norvan and his friends . Slept around 4 am :>
Okay so i was late for band today , punishments , argh i hate it . My leg muscle hurts alot . Aiyah whole body pain . Did formation today , it's like so fun . But i look like , uhmmm .. black now . Thai trip is cancelled . Maybe heading over to kl . I wanna go !! I can't wait for mon's band . Hehehe . I wanna go blue devils camp (Y) , awesomeeeeeeee . But the date will clash with the day i get my results . Jialut . But i still wanna go , like a boss ^^ ! Okay i think i'm going out soon ~
My dearest boy :
Maybe you've found someone better , i wish you luck then . I've got nothing more to say , you really got me speechless this time round . Forget me . I loveyou boy .
I remember how you started talking to me ,
i remember how we started texting each other ,
i remember how we first talk to each other face to face in the camp ,
i remember your spongebob boxer ,
i remember how you facebook inbox me ,
i remember how you would find ways to contact me when your phone was confiscated ,
i remember those little things that you said ,
and those stupid faces that you would make ,
juz to see me smile .
i remember how we meet up at some random blocks in the night ,
i remember how you brought me to walk along that scary and dark road ,
and that's when you first held my hand .
i remember what you replied that december night ,
and i couldn't believe my eyes .
i remember how we would meet up every wednesday ,
i remember those warm hugs and kisses ,
i remember how you would find millions of ways to cheer me up when im sad ,
that i will never ever forget .
i remember how often you would get jealous ,
i remember how you would protect me from those disgusting cats ,
i remember how you would sent me long goodnight messages ,
and those conversations in the night .
But i will never get that .
Now that you are gone ,
and i can't do anything much .
To pretend like a stranger when we walked past each other ,
to laugh out loud just to prevent tears .
I could easily delete your contact number in my phone ,
but my brain doesn't seem to forget that 8 numbers .
That night , if you remember .
would be the last call from me to you ,
at least i've got your hello ,
and you've got my "imissyou" .
I hope those happy memories will stay .
you're really the one i love .
i miss you , i really do .
i will always keep the angry bird with me and i hope you'll keep that spongebob too .
kozz .
