Its too much for me to handle , i can't take it anymore . Why does it always seems t b my fault everytime we quarrel . Won't you get tired of it ? cuz i m . you don't really seem t care . I put in all my time and effort in this r/s , but things just keep repeating . I wonder how you can still deny when i saw it w my own eyes , and putting all the blame on me . I never once force you t acc me when you are riding . i went down t look for you instead . My fault ? hmmm . Yes mayb i care too much , interfere too much . Sorry , im not trying anymore . I'm willing t let you go if you will b happier w/o me . I can't afford anymore heartbreaks . Or should i say that my heart is already dead . I'm not trying t pick up a fuss or whatever . You said you love me . That are just words . Im not blaming you . Im not saying that you didn't try . Mayb im just not good enough for you . Mayb it's just time for you t let me go . I love you , but there's nothing i can do anymore .You can use your bike and trash me , slap me or scold vulgarities at me .. im just tired of this . You claimed that i don't understand you but do you really understand me in the first place ? i'm not asking for much , just a simple r/s will do . Sorry mayb im just not like your exs , always taking the first step , always starting the convo first . Im diff . I've a bad attitude that i don't think i myself can handle . so not much would b expected yar . you are not taking the first step , neither am i . im sorry . it's just way too tiring for me . I shouldn't have ran out and look for you that night . I should just let everything end there .. i m leaving .
