she ain't a rockstar

So i thought that i've found someone who will go through everything with me , but i think that i've think a little too far , a little too much . I thought that everything would be fine one day , but no . It only hurts more and more each day . Time don't help you to forget about someone , and those memories , be it good or bad . It'll only leave a deep deep scar in your heart . If only things were that easy , if only letting go were that easy . Wondering if he misses you like how you miss him , oh god that's not gonna work man . If this continues , i think i'll die soon . ( the longer she wait , the more she get hurts ^^ ) So if that's what you're thinking , i've got nothing more to say like seriously . i didn't wannt to know anything , but too bad my friend showed it to me . Oh boy what do you wannt me to do . Love me or kill me , choose one . Don't leave me hanging there , it doesn't feel good at all . I always try to do this on my own , but i was wrong , cuz only with you , can i move on . I hate it . I don't wannt to see you again anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . AH ! But i can't change the fact that is still need you , imissyou ):

Sorry for those crap , so went out with my dearest cgs and some band members for yiau's concert held at sota . It's quite boring actually , hee . There's school tomorrow , i don't like . And hell yeah , tomorrow is wednesday . I just gotta fucking know that we're not meeting again tomorrow ! fuck . Watching smurfs with cgs on thursday , oh and it's teachers day . I hate all the teachers man , maybe not all but most :D Heh .

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Put your hands up

 Went to sijia's house to study yesterday , like hardworking only , hehe . Went down to meet gh and andy at plaza after that , played awhile and home . Then went  to plaza again with neh , ws and bernard lol . Homed around 12 . I feel so abcdefgzxzxz , spent my day at home sleeping instead of studying when exams is juz 8 days away . Books out , eyes close , and that's the end of everything . Uhuh siol . Haha . My mummy bought angry bird lantern for me , and one for you too .. she wanted me to pass to you but how the hell am i going to do so . Like wtf cann . Haha . Oh and mummy bought new sofa and fridge . A bigger fridge for me to store all my food inside , i'm loving it . Gonna stay at home and mug tomorrow , i swear (^^) . Date with dearest neh on monday , b.a here i come ~

I love hello panda & only hello panda !!!!!!!!!

I love you like a love song baby

Hello it's 24th today my dear , it's been one month . Oh well , so school today was kind of funnnn laa . The whole class is like so high during geog acp today , like crazy only can . Uhuh siol ~ Caught zookeeper with sx at nex , nice show . There's tuition again tomorrow , weeeeee . Hahaha . I hate you man , go away .

Becuz you promised , baby .. What a tiring day today . Had two hours of maths lesson , and i'm gonna have another two hours of maths tuition later . Heeeeeeeee . But i like . I wannt to watch smurfs ! But it's only out on 1st september , so near to my exams . I don't like it laa . Uhuh siol . Cheh . Let's get drunk tonight (^^) .

Don't talk about people if you don't wannt to be their favourite topic to talk to .

Lover or friend

14 more days to Nlevel , it's totally freaking me out man . I've got no more time left , i wanna dieeeee like wts . Things keep happening and i just can't concentrate on my studies . I totally flunk my prelims . With just passing three subjects , i can't promote to sec 5 . Many things are stopping me . Oh where were you when i needed you most . Missing you wasn't the problem , it's wondering if you'll ever come back that's killing me , it really does .

Walking past your class almost everyday , just to get a look at you . Seeing you smile , makes my day . Hiding at the back door , just to take a glance at you . Kay i sound like a pervert . But what to do . Maybe you don't even wannt to see me .

Yes i used to know you so well . Know everything about you . Know what you were doing . But i guess other people do now , but not me . I find that i don't understand you at all . So keeping silence was all you can do , i need an answer . Ignored texts . I'm jealous of those girls that recieve your texts , being able to talk to you on the phone . Don't leave me alone .

I just wanted to be the last , not for everything . But the last you'll ever need . If only you remember what you said . I miss you . And if you happen to pass by my blog , listen to this song . Just so you know


Whats wrong with underagesmokingtattoospiercings.

Fall in love with me again

When everything in love gets so complicated , it only takes a day to change it . What i have to say , can't wait , all i need is a day . So let's runaway .

So , my prelims has finally ended and i think i'm gonna flunk most of the subjects , useless shit . Nothing seems to be right . One more month to nlevel , heh . Everything changed all of a sudden , it's been sixteen days and i still cannot accept the fact that you're not here anymore . Maybe i really need to understand that i don't mean anything to you anymore . What to do , there's nothing more that i can do . The feeling of texting and not getting back any replies , the feeling of writting letters and have to end up burning it away , the feeling of looking at you only at the back , the feeling of posting on your wall and having to delete it away , the feeling of wanting to call but i can't , sucks big time . But well , i don't like to give up things easily . I'm used to it anyway . I will wait .

BOO , IGNORE MY FACE !

A cigarette a day keeps the unhappieness away  ~