she ain't a rockstar

So i thought that i've found someone who will go through everything with me , but i think that i've think a little too far , a little too much . I thought that everything would be fine one day , but no . It only hurts more and more each day . Time don't help you to forget about someone , and those memories , be it good or bad . It'll only leave a deep deep scar in your heart . If only things were that easy , if only letting go were that easy . Wondering if he misses you like how you miss him , oh god that's not gonna work man . If this continues , i think i'll die soon . ( the longer she wait , the more she get hurts ^^ ) So if that's what you're thinking , i've got nothing more to say like seriously . i didn't wannt to know anything , but too bad my friend showed it to me . Oh boy what do you wannt me to do . Love me or kill me , choose one . Don't leave me hanging there , it doesn't feel good at all . I always try to do this on my own , but i was wrong , cuz only with you , can i move on . I hate it . I don't wannt to see you again anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee . AH ! But i can't change the fact that is still need you , imissyou ):

Sorry for those crap , so went out with my dearest cgs and some band members for yiau's concert held at sota . It's quite boring actually , hee . There's school tomorrow , i don't like . And hell yeah , tomorrow is wednesday . I just gotta fucking know that we're not meeting again tomorrow ! fuck . Watching smurfs with cgs on thursday , oh and it's teachers day . I hate all the teachers man , maybe not all but most :D Heh .