So , my prelims has finally ended and i think i'm gonna flunk most of the subjects , useless shit . Nothing seems to be right . One more month to nlevel , heh . Everything changed all of a sudden , it's been sixteen days and i still cannot accept the fact that you're not here anymore . Maybe i really need to understand that i don't mean anything to you anymore . What to do , there's nothing more that i can do . The feeling of texting and not getting back any replies , the feeling of writting letters and have to end up burning it away , the feeling of looking at you only at the back , the feeling of posting on your wall and having to delete it away , the feeling of wanting to call but i can't , sucks big time . But well , i don't like to give up things easily . I'm used to it anyway . I will wait .

BOO , IGNORE MY FACE !

A cigarette a day keeps the unhappieness away  ~